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another to give you the impression that i'm bad with people. it is quite possible that i am. or i just meet crazy people and friendships come to a bad end because of that. only one
this time i have two pieces for you since they are short. "eventually" is the first and "chanel 66" is the second.
this is about/to an exgirlfriend. i'm so empowered by anger. it's a good reading, though.
this is about a bad man.
this piece is about my head and the games it plays with itself.
inspired by everyone's favorite medium. television.
published as:
if you knew, what would it be to you?
It’s almost too 2D for me, my man . . .
This thing we have instead of conversation
I can sense but can't quite hold that hint
To...
Angry
Someone told me I sounded angry
Like they were admiring my taste in drapes.
Kind of in awe of how I got those colors to work.
Look buster, here's the thing:
The colors don’t
Those Days
I remember that day
Like it was 1,000 years ago.
Where I sat on the couch
Just being stubborn, headstrong.
You were so quiet I thought
You'd just hide in the closet, then
BAM...
Apropos of nothing
"You have a lot of pictures of yourself"
Ya, well, it’s an obsession
"Do you ever wonder how many vacation photos you end up on?"
No, though it would explain random...
selfish
I don't want to hear about how I’m not 'out' enough
Just because I never got beaten up for it
I don't want to hear about how I’m a late bloomer
Just because it took me 18 years...
a welcome to the poscast and brief explanation of why it exsists.
Easier By Far
I've tried to hold you
Over all the miles between us.
I've stretched my love as far as
I think it can go,
Only to reach just
A little bit more.
But I've lost my grip
Who is molly?
we met ten years ago.
a small college that would have preferred we hadn't.
we chased away our roommates.
through little fault of our own.
we threw parties.
we spun myths.
her...
When I Get To My Happy Place
Salt air in my lungs,
Your skin on my neck,
Screech of lazy birds . . .
Give me that warm feeling.
My pulse slows to
A rate I can live with sleep with...
song by c0ntaX of phrenetic.org, lyrics and spoken performance by cydniey
lyrics:
rage rover rant
is fear the quiet gurl in the back row who always wears black?
is fear the perky...
another spoken piece from "Stop poking me lady"
Open
Sometimes it just doesn't matter how much you open yourself to people. . .
well it does matter, it matters to you . . . you're...
it is so much easier to see the abuse from a distance, once it's over and you are safe again
The Choices
I anticipated death, but instead took freedom.
I compromised so long . . .
In that dream I stayed and watched
In that dream it all made sense
Now it’s gone and the sun is bright
Now it’s gone
And I don’t get it
Anymore
You are circling around yourself
Dancing...
just a poem i wrote and included in my book, "stop poking me lady", available at lulu.com. my homepage is fabulousdisaster.com.
this short piece is one of my favorites. it is from my book "stop poking me lady", available at lulu.com. my website is fabulousdisaster.com.
written after a drunken night at the bar about a girl with too many martinis in her. this piece is taken from my book "stop poking me lady", available at lulu.com
this longer piece was written one sleepless and paranoid night in my paper journal. i hope it plays better than it transcribed. this piece if from the book "stop poking me lady", available...
this piece comes from observations other people have made about me. it is from the book "stop poking me lady", available at lulu.com. my homepage is FabulousDisaster.com.
one of the very few love poems i've ever written. presented mainly to offer range of styles. this piece is about my life partner, doc. when he and i first met i giggled all the time....
written while at mardi gras, when strange circumstances landed me in a non-denominational church and i had an epiphany during the sermon. i took the communion or sacrament in unstoppable...
